DENGAN NAFASMU

hmmm..

currently i listened to this song repeatedly~

DENGAN NAFASMU

Saat ku ucap kata taubat

Sebelum Kau memanggilku

Kembali padaMu

Menutup waktuku

Jika ku serukan namaMu

Sebelum nyawa dalam tubuhku

Kau ambil

Kembali padaMu

**

Karena ku tahu

Hanyalah pada diriMu

Tempatku mengadu

Tempatku mengeluh

Reff:

Dan demi nafas

Yang telah kau hembuskan

Dalam kehidupanku

Ku berjanji

Ku akan menjadi yang terbaik

Jalankan segala perintahMu

Menjauh di segala laranganMu

Adalah sebaris doa ku untukMu

Back to *

Back to **

Back to Reff 2x

Saat ku ucap kata taubat

Sebelum kau memanggilku

ctnaquia esir

25122009

Selamat Hari Lahir Abah (^^,)v

Salam Alaik

***************************************

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR ABAH!!!!

(^_^)v

***************************************

bestnya klu ade kt rumah..

ley wat suprise utk abah

tape2...

tidak hari ini, pasti ada hari lain

selagi umur dipanjangkan

dan....

dalam keadaan agak tidak sihat ini

i remember something

DONUT!!!

and of course

it refer to

BIG APPLE DONUT!

This are my fav Big Apple's Donut

lalala~~

gulp

tertelan air liur tgk gmbr2 ni

mostly my fav berasaskan choc n cheese rupanya

aigoo~~

masa blk msia ritu

tataula berapa dozen mkn..

haha..sedap sgt!!

tp ley plk turun 8kg??

napa kt cni ley nek kilo blk??..oh! (-_-")!

ctnaquia esir

23122009

KARUTAN HARI INI

Salam Alaik

Hari ini sgt panjang je rasa

Hari ini juga tetiba sgt sejuk

Kelas pon full

[alhamdulillah i attend all the classes, no ponteng2~]

walaupon perut da lapar thp 'meraung2' craving for food

Paling best, waktu SSC..

Doc bagi Marking Sheet mock OSCE ritu..

bler tgk sheet tuh...

If im not that freaky nervous that time..

InsyaAllah i could do better!!

tp tape...

i've learned lot of things during mock exam

n bler bincang2 dengan doc apa perlu dibuat dll

baru paham, baru jelas

InsyaAllah, i'll do my very best in Final OSCE!!

n for other papers too also~~

^_^

yeay!!

tiket da ade...

skrg kne bljr sungguh2 je..

pastu boleh enjoy holiday to the fullest!!..

(^_^)v

ctnaquia esir

22122009

TRIP : PRECIOUS MOMENTS

Salam Alaik

I went for a trip last Thursday

And i would like to share the most precious moment for me there

Sunrise

and

Sunset

No words can describe how beautiful the scenery are..

Its really amazing!

Subhanallah

*************************************************************

SUNRISE

*************************************************************

SUNSET

ctnaquia esir

16122009

HAPPY 23rd ANNIVERSARY

Salam Alaik

just want to wish

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HAPPY 23RD ANNIVERSARY TO

BABA & UMI !!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ucapan khas da disampaikan pada mereka, tidak perlu utk ditayangkan. Family Matters

Btw, lawak jgk time call umi n baba td. Why? Family Matters jgk

hee (^_^)v

i could hear the happiness voice of my mom already

she is excited, and same goes to baba

haha

busy make 'something' for me

seganla plk bler dikabarkan..

baba2~

umi2~

hee (^_~)v

Akk sayang Baba dan Umi selamanya!!!

xoxoxo

ctnaquia esir

14122009

SALAM TERAKHIR

Salam Alaik

Just nak promote, sbb quya tau ramai kawan yg tgh melayan cite gler2 skrg ni.

Baek lelaki or perempuan yg bz melayan k-drama @ j-drama

apa kata korang tgk cite melayu plk

menarikla cerita nih..

tajuknya :

SALAM TERAKHIR

seyes ley bt air mata berjurai2~~

[as for me --> yes!]

dahla baca paper pasal suami pengantin baru meninggal slps 4 jam nikah

pastu tgk cite ni

lagila berload2 sedeynya~

elok2 abeh tgk cite nih

tuan rumah plk mai..

adeih~~

terkejut dy tgk mukaku yg sgt merah nih

sbb nanges la nyer pasai~

tape2!!

yang penting tgkla..ade guide da tuh..

ctnaquia esir

13122009

..entri-tiada-tajuk-khas..

Salam Alaik

I really hope i can sleep after write this post

having difficulty to sleep yesterday is really annoying

pusingla arah mana pon, mata tetap degil

segar ja rasa

tp hati dan keinginan tetap NAK tdo

tapi...

KENAPA KEINGINAN TIDAK DIPEROLEH??

SEDANGKAN HATI BERIYA MAHUKANNYA?

kenapa quya taley tdo jgk?? when i really HOPE i could have very deep sleep with enuf rest utk hadapi hari ini?? Walaupun hanya MID SEM EXAM..

[mgkn ada org yg pandang rendah pada markah exam nih, tp, as for me 40 MARKS are preciously counted marks!!..kurang satu markah boleh tentukan samada lulus atau gagal suatu exam]

MID SEM EXAM...

MCQ...alhamdulillah, i know i answered all the questions. Tak tinggal apa2 langsung...i believed everybody answered all the qs ryte? Objectives qs ja pon...haha :P I really hope i scored this paper.

MOCK OSCE EXAM...

Subhanallah............pertama kali dalam hidup, diriku terasa terlalu takut yg gila2 tiba utk exam nih..padahal mock exam je pon..tremors, tachy, high BP, HR mmg of course increase, tapak tangan severe sudden hyperhydrosis daaaa~~~ sejuk semacam satu badan...ada 3 station, stp station, 8 minit. Namaku naik sebagai org pertama utk masuk exam. Wawawawa....kisah di setiap station tuh....tak sanggup nk cite..~~

AFTER EXAM

I've planned few things to do after this exam. Tapi, setakat minit ini...almost all i need to cancel them. Remuk sangat rasa hati. Hmmm....sedih...when i really desperately want something, usually i wont get them straightly. I really want a pleasant 'holiday' before starting the new round in Neprology and Urology Department. Repeated, pleasent..not rushing, not in havoc environment. Taktau nk express mcm mne da. Tak terkata je rasa.

Tapelah...berfikiran positif!! Alhamdulillah quya da merancang, tapi yg berkuasa Menentukan pergi atau tidak, Allah SWT. Pasti ada hikmah disebalik yang terjadi. Quya yakin pada hakikat ini. Terima kasih pada yang turut sama merancang, and sori jgk kt korg2 sbb i have to cancel and cant join ur trip.

Buat masa nih, im tired, hopeless...tgh mencari sesuatu utk menaikkan kembali semangat pada diri sendiri. I just want to lead my life the best that i can, despite everything happened and on going recently and for the future of course!!

Need to start planning for my life starting tom. Draft da ade dlm kepala, tggl tulis je kt board kt bilik nih.

Moga hari esok lebih baik daripada hari ini. Akanku usahakan ke arah itu!!

InsyaAllah

[sambil nyanyikan lagu InsyaAllah-Maher Zain utk diri sendiri]

ctnaquia esir

08122009

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!

Salam Alaik

Special wish to all students of :

MANSOURA-MANCHESTER MEDICAL PROGRAM [MMMP]

Semester 1 - Semester 7

[Session : Oct 2009-Feb 2010]

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

May Allah bless our efforts towards this exam and best of luck!!

Solat hajat dulu sebelum keluar rumah, mohon ketenangan hati, dipermudahkan ketika menjawab serta selamat pergi dan pulang.

~lots of love~

ctnaquia esir

06122009

EXTRA SUPERBS SONGS!!

....Salam Alaik

huh..

i think i am so in love with Maher Zain's songs~

Its inspiring, motivating, and...

kinda romantic also, related to For The Rest of My Life song

Cant stop listening to his songs duh~

Hehe,

here i include 3 lyrics from his album

3 songs that i adore the most!!

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INSYA ALLAH

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on

You feel so lost

That your so alone

All you is see is night

And darkness all around

You feel so helpless

You can`t see which way to go

Don`t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake

You feel you can`t repent

And that its way too late

Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made

Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don`t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah

He`s never far away

Put your trust in Him

Raise your hands and pray

OOO Ya Allah

Guide my steps don`t let me go astray

You`re the only one that showed me the way,

Showed me the way 2x

Insya Allah3x

Insya Allah we`ll find the way

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OPEN YOUR EYES

look around yourselves

cant you see this wonder

spreaded in front of you

the clouds floating by

the skies are clear and blue

planets in the orbits

the moon and the sun

such perfect harmony

let's start question in ourselves

isnt this proof enough for us

or are we so blind

to push it all aside

no

[chorus]

we just have to

open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

if we just look bright to see the signs

we cant keep hiding from the truth

let it take us by suprise

take us in the best way

[allah]

guide us every single day

[allah]

keep us close to you

until the end of time

look inside yourselves

such a perfect order

hiding in yourselves

running i your veins

what about anger love and pain

and all the thing you are feeling

can you touch them with your hand

so are they really there

lets start question in ourselves

isnt this proof enough for us

or are we so blind

to push it all aside

no

[chorus]

when a baby's born

so helpless and weak

and you are watching him growing

so why deny

whats in front of your eyes

the biggest miracle of life

[chorus]

you created everything

we belong to you

Ya Rabb we raised our hand

Forever we thank you

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

For The Rest Of my Life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love

You found me home and sail with me

And I`m here with you

Now let me let you know

You`ve opened my heart

I was always thinking that love was wrong

But everything was changed when you came along

OOOOO

And theres a couple words I want to say

Chorus:

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you.loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

I feel so blessed when I think of you

And I ask Allah to bless all we do

You`re my wife and my friend and my strength

And I pray we`re together eternally

Now I find myself so strong

Everything changed when you came along

OOOO

And theres a couple word I want to say

*Repeat Chorus

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here

Infront of me I strongly feel love

And I have no doubt

And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

Repeat Chorus

I know that deep in my heart..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ok, now i determined to find n buy the album!!

btw..

For The Rest of My Life song is very special song la~~

melting when heard it for the 1st time

lalala :P

**************************************

in conjuntion, im hereby

dedicating this few phrase to my hubby-to-be

[sume org nak kawen ape..xsalahkan? :P]

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you.loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

WITH ONE CONDITION!!

my dear hubby-to-be have to sing this song to me 1st.

ngiahaha :P

okke..need to stop blubbering~

till here then

study!!

ctnaquia esir

06122009

MAHER ZAIN

~Salam Alaik~

Since i spent lotsa time youtub'ing and surfing yesterday

i would to share some with u girls and guys

me currently listening to Maher Zain's songs

every single are easy listening

the lyrics are awesome!

understandable and straightly related with the song's title

sangat tenang bila mendengarnya..

I put all his songs in my IMEEM playlist

those who currently have IMEEM account, u can straightly listen to his songs here

just click below

....

..

.

Maher Zain Playlists

To those u doesnt have the account, u can listen via Youtube, but there is no original MV...i think so~ maybe there is for some of the songs. Because yesterday i really went lil-a-bit crazy finding the MV and lyrics of Insya Allah and Open Your Eyes. But, still worth it to spend few times listening to the songs.

In his Album - Thank You Allah, songs are as listed below :

Maher Zain - Allahi Allah Kiya Karo (ft. Irfan Makki)
Maher Zain - Always Be There
Maher Zain - Awaken
Maher Zain - Hold My Hand
Maher Zain - Insha Allah
Maher Zain - Never Forget (ft. Mesut Kurtis)
Maher Zain - Palestine Will Be Free
Maher Zain - Thank You Allah
Maher Zain - The Chosen One
Maher Zain - Ya Nabi Salam Alayka

Enjoy the songs!

And to all Mansoura-Manchester students >> 'Enjoy' your time preparing for the exam. Salam Imtihan to everyone!!

ctnaquia esir

05122009

SENYUM

Harta paling untung SABAR

Teman paling akrab AMAL

Pengawal yang paling waspada DIAM

Bahasa yang paling indah SENYUM

Orang yang paaling MANIS

orang yang menghulurkan senyuman dengan IKHLAS

Kerana selain sedekah

Senyuman itu ibarat lukisan rahsia hati

& senyuman itu tidak menyakitkan

Tetapi...

Menjadi PENAWAR PADA HATI YANG SAKIT

jadi...

SENYUM SITI NAQUIA

dan

i am smiling when listen to this song

p/s: it is so obvious right when i am not smiling? friend will asking, ppl scared, n some of them even fright to say 'Hye' to me. Haha. Thx people for the concern ^_~

ctnaquia esir

04122009

Undergoing MyBlogLog Verification

EID ADHA 2009

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Study tetap kena study

tp...

RAYA TETAP RAYA

Nyah segala perkara yang nk mengacau jiwaku time raya2 nih

I deserved happiness!!

YES I DO!

and i feel it every second during Eid!

(^_^)v

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

[bright-happiness-faces]

[wee!! (^_^)v]

[sekitar rumah KC and rumah k.nadiah]

[hee~~]

[at.my.house]

ctnaquia esir

1922

KORBAN 2009

Alhamdulillah Korban tahun ni dpt tgk dari mula sampai la abeh

dari haiwan sembelihan pertama sampai yang terakhir

menarik~~

macam2 berlaku..

ngee :D

alhamdulillah bangun awai..

ctnaquia esir

1831

03122009